I feel so shite today and I really don't know why. It has been quite a good day. I saw my psych earlier, first time for a few weeks because she was on annual leave. I mentioned to her about my plan of going to Australia and she seemed pretty up for it! I am so pleased about this because there has been so much talk of sectioning me lately...I thought they would stop me from going. I am excited but so bloody scared aswell. I know it is a mistake to go there thinking 'this is going to fix everything' but I can't stop myself from thinking that. I mean, if this doesn't work then what the hell will? Anyway I have a little bit of time to think about Australia, I am not going to rush into anything.
I am really hungry. Just purged the tiny bit of dinner I had...really don't want to binge tomorrow but I have a feeling I am going to. I havn't binged for 2 days though :) I know that is pretty pathetic but when I usually binge multiple times a day, it is good. I've got to keep strong, I have got to keep this up.
Anyway it's late now, better get some sleep.
xx
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